I figure im gonna stop trying to improve my artwork.
I mean if im not better then this at my age whats the point?
well anyway I was thinkin whats the use trying. I might
as well focus on something that will actually contribute
to my future, rather then waste my time and damage my ego lol.
anyway I aim to be a police officer when I get old enough and
im working on my marksmanship right now. its not that
im going to stop, its just that im gonna stop trying to
impress people. like that crap with fawx, I still think he is
an ass, but I have to admit, for someone his age he is pretty
talented, and will probably be better then me at the age
of 17. and this isn't one of those, "Oh look at me I'm so uniportant
cry for me and make me emo fan art because im not talented
enough." no its basically me coming to terms with a problem.
and I think its important to come to terms with your short comings.
and people just gotta remember, the internet isnt really serious business.
just go there and be yourself.

anyway it has come to my attention that this is becoming preachy and
annoying so im cutting this short. im still going to be making artz
but its gonna be for my personal enjoyment.

also Im looking at getting a sweet-ass lever action Winchester rifle.
that should be fun!

:Also, I don't care what you think about this, its more of
a note to myself then anything else: